Friday, May 17, 2002

It has now been a month and a half since I updated my blog.

Sorry for the delay, all my legions of fans, but I got swamped in school, and I have a feeling that it's gonna happen again. I'll see what I can do.

So, my most recent contemplation and bitch session is about my future career.. I volunteered to go work at a school to help with a project for the school psychologist. I loved it! It wore me right out, but it was wonderful. It was fun, I was able to walk around (I actually got tired because I wasn't strapped to a desk), I had the ability to hang out with other students (I was too busy to use that ability, though), and it was all in all a wonderful experience.

Then I came back to my real job.

It sucks SO bad.. It sucks worse than it ever has before... I mean, I saw the forbidden fruit. I was there, experiencing it. It was the hardest part of being a school psychologist, as I understand it (other than the stress of having too much work and not enough time to do it.), but I LOVED it.

I didn't answer a single phone. Hell, I didn't hear a single phone ring. I wandered around. I saw 75 kids. I saw teachers teaching, children learning, the beauty of everything. It was gorgeous.

Then, back to hell.

Oh yeah, and the fence is done. :)

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